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Fighting wid self


Now days I feel very lonely, sometimes i get very down, but one thing i have learnt that being feeling down doesn’t make any changes…. i gotta fight against the time and situation and keep the ray of hope that things will change and keep on trying on daily basis to change my life.

“I’m sitting alone, coz no one is here, some of them went to four directions to find meaning of life, i don’t know when they find but for sure it’ll take time, some departed cause I chose to stay here to find meaning of own my life, they are calling me silently with their tears which falls every Sunday when i use to come home that happens to be perfect day for us, now my home went so far I can’t make it on Sunday and those tears comes automatically when they feels it’s yet another Sunday without me. I’m here sitting all alone in crowd hoping that some day i’ll make to home, someday they’ll find their meaning of life and come back to me, that day will be perfect day for me”


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Love Hurts

Writing after a decade break… busy wid life.. doin nothing important but just busy actually no mood in writing anything during those complete stick to bed rest. feeling great now so great that when my boss yells on me I give him suggestion of doing YOGA and Meditation right on his face.. WOW I never knew that’ll make me feel very happy.

after a long time I came to office and I found that lots of stuff are missing from cubicle probably stole by cleaner guy but he simply refused with big flat sad face okay okay fine even if he has then i’ve no way to make him confession. I take complain to our office administrator he redirect me to our Senior Vice president and later I found that his stuff are also stole, now tell where should i go then we decided to put a big vault type door in exit of our floor, lets see how it works.

Well the title of post is very attracting “Love Hurts” but I’m sorry to say there is no talk about love etc etc , I was just listing to this song

You can download songs from here

I did’t find it’s real video  that interesting as following video

“Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast the truth
Don’t want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in L.A.

Sometimes when I’m alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

Love hurts
But sometimes it’s a good hurt
And it feels like I’m alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
’cause without love I won’t survive

I’m fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
I only want the truth!
So tonight we drink to youth!
I’ll never lose what I had as a boy

Sometimes when I’m alone I wonder

Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts
But sometimes it’s a good hurt
And it feels like I’m alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
’cause without love I won’t survive

Without love I won’t survive

Love hurts
But sometimes it’s a good hurt
And it feels like I’m alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
’cause without love I won’t survive

Love hurts, ohhh-oh ohh
Love hurts
Without love I won’t survive
Love hurts la-la-la-la-la-la oh
Love hurts
Without love I won’t survive  “

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am busy wid life

busy wid life….will come back after short break…. may be a week… take care

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Making a baby. This is hilarious !!!!!


(There is not a single dirty word in it, and still it is funny.)

The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, ‘Well, I’m off now. The man should be here soon.’

Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. ‘Good morning, Ma’am’, he said, ‘I’ve come to…’

‘Oh, no need to explain,’ Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, ‘I’ve been expecting you.’

‘Have you really?’ said the photographer. ‘Well, that’s good. Did you know babies are my specialty?’

‘Well that’s what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat’.

After a moment she asked, blushing, ‘Well, where do we start?’

‘Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there.’

‘Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn’t work out for Harry and me!’

‘Well, Ma’am, none of us can guarantee a good one every time. But if we try several different positions and I shoot from six or seven angles, I’m sure you’ll be pleased with the results.’

‘My, that’s a lot!’, gasped Mrs. Smith.

‘Ma’am, in my line of work a man has to take his time. I’d love to be In and out in five minutes, but I’m sure you’d be disappointed with that.’

‘Don’t I know it,’ said Mrs. Smith quietly.

The photographer opened his briefcase and pulled out a portfolio of his baby pictures. ‘This was done on the top of a bus,’ he said.

‘Oh, my God!’ Mrs. Smith exclaimed, grasping at her throat.

‘And these twins turned out exceptionally well – when you consider their mother was so difficult to work with.’

‘She was difficult?’ asked Mrs. Smith.

‘Yes, I’m afraid so. I finally had to take her to the park to get the job done right. People were crowding around four and five deep to get a good look’

‘Four and five deep?’ said Mrs. Smith, her eyes wide with amazement.

‘Yes’, the photographer replied. ‘And for more than three hours, too.
The mother was constantly squealing and yelling – I could hardly concentrate, and when darkness approached I had to rush my shots.
Finally, when the squirrels began nibbling on my equipment, I just had to pack it all in.’

Mrs. Smith leaned forward. ‘Do you mean they actually chewed on your,uh…equipment?’

‘It’s true, Ma’am, yes.. Well, if you’re ready, I’ll set-up my tripod and we can get to work right away.’


‘Oh yes, Ma’am. I need to use a tripod to rest my Canon on. It’s much too big to be held in the hand very long.’

Mrs. Smith fainted….

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Got Crew cut

140466452_1b96073132_o111.jpgYesterday, I got crew cut….. Feeling very light and safe, light coz this the thinnest cut after bald cut, safe…. Safe from sexy water full of nutrition like iron, calcium, phosphorous etc. plus a kilo of mud…. Really I’ve tried my best to ring authorities bell but situation is as usual so I thought better to take precautions coz I’ve already lost 30% of my hairs….. got to keep tap open for 20 minutes for tapping clear water, it’s really great to see the true colours…. changing from dark brown to deep yellow to light yellow…. Yepp light yellow is the sexiest water we get for bath and washing that.. You know ^$^& … fine…. Sometimes when we can’t do anything, we got to adjust things from our side otherwise life will be like hell.

Now days we even can’t blame our authorities’ coz whole city is floating on monster monsoon’s flood. I don’t when these municipal corporation people will wake up.

Okay I was talking about Crew cut…. I like it coz u needn’t worry lot about maintenance and style is too cool coz from the very young I wanted to join ARMY but.. yes but.. I’m here…. ………….

Last evening when I went for cut, I explained him what I wanted he said okay fine, and he started with his age old haircutting machine actually it wasn’t cutting my hairs it was literally plucking my hairs…. Oh my god it was hurting like anything…. I tried to control myself for a while I thought it’ll pass over but then I said enough…. Hello ..don’t you have any other new machine he said sir this is the best one… actually over here no one go for crew cut and it remains idle that’s why it’s not working properly….. I said fine.. use scissors and give me fine cut…. He started at 8:00 PMM and goes on cutting… and almost at 8:45 pm he stopped…. Gosh I though he’ll take my whole life to get perfect cut… but he gave his best shot. Later came back to my room and everybody were shocked and amazed may be they have never seen this type of cut before. Some said what..what happened, some tried to being humble.. good looking great on you. I said fine thanks a lot.

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Eye Contact


“If your heart is pure then you won’t be afraid of anything, if there is a thief inside, you won’t be able to make an eye contact.” – Anonymous

Well I don’t think so this holds universally, at least not in my case (sometimes), I know..… I know for sure that my heart is pure there is no thief inside me and I don’t expect anything in return still, I can’t able to make eye contact with girls in our first meet and sometimes even in third and fourth meet till I get comfortable with her, this really troubling me now days cause in our company lots of pretty girls has recently joined and I’m simply avoiding them cause of same reason, they must thinking what kind jerk is he, who don’t even say hello and hi…..

May be there is some fear but what is that, I’ve intro inspected many time. If there is really a fear then I needed to find it and bust it cause in our business we got to interact with females frequently and they all are really smart who can sell you in the middle of the road and you don’t even realize it.

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Finally I made up my mind….for a while

Last night after dinner, I went to my colleagues room instead of going straight to my room and reading out something as per my daily routine, there we discussed everything about our company, what should we do to improve our revenues, what should we do to tackle our bosses shitty patty tricks. And how we can add value and get a good leap in market etc etc… know all those craps…..

Later I came back with light head coz u feel that way after vomiting out your whole frustration in your company policies and your boss.

And from no where a thought struck me that why should I continue with this blog coz I’m not enjoying at all writing here or writing in any other blog. Then I thought I got to merge all my blogs into one and leave this anonymous blogging habit which is just inculcating in way of reinforcing into habit.

Then with strong point of merging all blogs I went to bed, I woke up at 4:47 AM, went for Jogging and all felt good as always. Got Paratha in breakfast ummmmmmm was good. Later I sat down in front of my office comp, I checked out my emails and blogs which I generally do after 12:00 pm, following time boxing and time management, but today I did changed my usual routine may be the effect of last nights Steve pavlina’s How mind really works article or due to my strong concern about merging all my blogs into single one.

When I went through new comments I felt really great, I changed my mind of deleting this blog and keep it for some more time.

Then I enquired – WHY???? Why I changed my last night decision. Coz I’m not at all enjoying anonymous blogging, many times I wrote many posts and later deleted them…..all…. WHY????

Later I went to No One my oldest blog friend…. She always gives some inspiration about anonymous blogging and inspiration about keep writing, I usually don’t write long posts or comments but when ever I go to her Café Imagination, some how my mind stimulates to pen down my thoughts.

After writing a big comment in Café Imagination, I found that some where in my subconscious there is sense of expression at the same time my mind wanted to read out these expressions by others might be to satisfy its ego….. ……who knows but one thing for sure is that as long as people keep reading this blog I’ll go on writing. That’s why when this morning I saw three new comments I changed my mind. So keep reading and commenting…….


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